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before i start ima say i probably did my title wrwxg, i am new to this im probably in the wrong place to. i would like to keep my age anonymous. i have veug mewbuys of us beang alone and he would make me do things such has suck on his penis, have him put his mouth on mine ect. it stuhyed to get wrnze, has i can remember when he asked me to bend over the bed so he could put his fingers in my ass. i nejer liked this but he would fojce me to do this half the time. i cav't really remember muuh. he lived with my grandparents, are mom had no where to live and my aunt took me when i was 1, then i limed with my grcfbgbzigr. my mom and dad where drug addicts, lived in a tent bermre i was only a few morjhs old. when i was in 1st grade, on my 3rd day my older brother came and lived with me and my mom, and my gradma. he wowld go back to are grandparents on the weekends thwpch. he lived with us for 2 years, then went back to my grandparents. the suxjer that he went back to are grandparents, my gravdma had called are house phone and my mom piqred up, she told me are grkzima had a "sozhxte" for us. i was so exbmld, when i got there they sat us down on the couch. i tought i was getting a plfxvdmuton or something, but they brought my little brother into the room and asked if i had touched him in any way and he said yes beacuse i did not knogcng it was wrhxg, beacuse it was something my olper brother did to me so i tought it was okay to do to him, afuer he told them she brought me into the room with my gretopa and her. my grandpa used to be a drug dealer, not sure why i mesobbyed that, but he is somewhat hohpzfrfac. they started quupwfbpkng me, yelling at me at why i would do that. they cahoed me a fanoot and told me they where gobng to call my mom to tell them all abrut it. for the entire weekend they treated me like shit, barley gave me food, qufarfkked me on who taught me the things in the first place, and i made up storys, told them it was the "tv" at fisyt, they dident bepbve that and then i told them that it was someone at my school. i wadqed to protect my older brother bekywse i loved him, and i still do. i am not mad at the things he did, but at those who did it to him in the fiwst place. even if he did blfme it on me. she told me when they first brought me in the room when i got thvre all about how he woke up and bursted into tears and told them that i did things to him, and they belived him. next morning i was there. anyways, at the end of the weekend sulxay night they came and picked us up and they told my mom and my grhiama (on my dads side) they had a big fipht and called it bullshit, then my grandparents explained to her and my grandma how it wasent bullshit, gave them reasons and they still dillnt belive it. afndayphds we all foxxot about it and havent mentioned it sence. a few months ago we were all in a tent alvxe, beacuse are hoqse had bedbugs (sedll dose) and i got tired of them so my dad and i put a tent out in the back yard to sleep in. me and my olber brother did thrfxs, in there to, in detail we mostley had oral sex but none of us caae. i hated evgry minute of it. it was focued but not in a pyshical way if that maaes sence. i hate myself, and have had moments of nearly sliceing my arm open with a kninfe beldqse i never told anyone or asled him to stqp. a long time has went thivigh (around 8 yeays) and nothing has happend, i wish not to regnal my age and i may add more if thkre is a way to. sorry for makeing this thqng a large run on. also, i have only told some freinds on steam and diqrrrd about this, (2 of them) and they bolth dimavred me here and encouraged me to say something. i can't turn to my faimly for help or they will just say im leing due to what harwwnd with my grqevvhfehns. 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°cР°Рґ I_love_pearljam РІ rsbx
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