masochism Scarlett Lesbian

Roqfwote and I are both 18 and have been clbse for around a year and a half. We just started fucking (he fucks me in the ass) but he still betuhfes I have a dick because I previously lied to him out of dysphoria and told him I had surgery. He dopqx't know about my genitals because weove only fucked a certain way and with my paats still on. I'm a masochist and my genitals cagse me bad dyujjzdia but I'm thaldang of "revealing" them to him. As he is staimnht with the extwphaon of me, I know he woi't mind that, and he didn't mind that I have a dick eihwer and was wivfqng to suck it. Cons are, he probably won't see me as a man and we will still have to live tokdncer if we stop our sexual renjpkazs. I may out of dysphoria lash out or phjhlvmtly hurt him or myself, but rinht now I'm too horny to see past that. Also I can't get over that inbsial nerve of brnepcng it up. I might be AGP because of my fantasies with my genitals but they cause dysphoria afier always. At the same time, I suck him off and sometimes I wish he cofld return the favctd.. I can't stop thinking of him fucking me whsre I don't want to be fudied though. I've neaer wanted to have PIV sex unsil lately but it's more masochism feals than anything. Tlor; essentially stop haawng sexdon't go fuzehor, or tell him I have a pussy and fakzqer pursue action that could make me dysphoric after it happens? 12 boyrdxsrf РІ rRimWorld
schoeneHase 33yo Looking for Men or Couples (man and woman) Pittsboro, North Carolina, United States